As promised, I'm going to post a bit about my trip home for the Papal Visit. The only problem I'm having is that as the time goes by I find more and more meaning in what happened, and in what the Holy Father did and said. Trying to capture it all will be impossible - but I'll try:
On Friday morning I got up at about 4:30 and walked up to OLQP, where I met Fr. Pancrose. With another diocesan priest we drove to Blessed Sacrament Parish (where I was baptized, incidentally) and prepared to board buses into the city.
The only problem was that we were short a bus!! Eight of us were left on the sidewalk, and made plans to drive to the Staten Island Ferry. Four guys did in fact drive off - but thankfully the other bus arrived before the car I was in had departed. We quickly got onto the bus and were underway. (Thankfully we met up with the other four men in the city - they had indeed been able to make it!)
After a tense drive through New Jersey (some poor soul had jumped off the Goethals Bridge which delayed us a bit) we made it to Midtown and to the hotel across from the Cathedral where we vested. Leaving the hotel and going through a security station set up on Madison Ave., we accessed the Cathedral through 52nd Street where the bishops were lined up preparing to process into the Cathedral:

Once inside, I found the pew I was assigned to by my ticket. It wasn't a bad seat . . . but the pew was full! Spying one of the Cathedral ushers, looking dapper in their gray tuxedo tails, I asked for some advice. The usher immediately escorted me to another pew with an open seat - this one with an even better view of the sanctuary.
I was in a pew in the main nave, twenty or so rows back, and a few seats off the side aisle. As I was on the west side of the nave, I could not see the cathedra - but I had a perfect view of the altar:

As we awaited the arrival of the Holy Father the Mayor of New York City, Michael Bloomberg was publicly thanked by one of the Auxiliary Bishops. The Mayor then spoke briefly, and was applauded loudly. He then went to the doors of the Cathedral to join the welcome party.
All of us in the Cathedral knew when the Holy Father had arrived in his Popemobile because the crowds outside were audible through the huge doors, pinned open for the welcome. The Holy Father walked up the center aisle, into the sanctuary, and then underneath the high altar to the sacristy to vest. All the while all these vested priests and habited sisters stood on pews, snapped photos, hooted and hollered. It was surreal.
As the procession began for Mass, Danny Tuite (a fellow Sea Viking and OLQP parishioner studying for the priesthood at Dunwoodie) led everyone down the side aisle right past my seat. It was funny to watch the expressions on the cardinals' faces as they processed past. My favorite was the newest cardinal, Cardinal DiNardo: he said hello to the priests as he walked by, and was singing lustily.
You've already seen my picture of the Pope as he passed within a few feet of me. That's the closest I got throughout the weekend. My impressions? He is shorter than I expected. And those shoes are REALLY red. Yes, I have more profound impressions, but those will come later.
I knew that since this Mass was for the priests and religious of the nation, I would be particularly interested in what the Holy Father had to say at this Mass. I was also moved by the fact that at least two of the hymns were personal favorites of mine: "O God Beyond All Praising" which was the Opening Hymn from our Final Vows, and Franz Biebel's "Ave Maria," which is my favorite setting, and the one used by the Notre Dame Glee Club.
When the Holy Father began preaching, though, I
really felt like he was talking directly to me . . . and Joe Reimer was apparently thinking the same thing (thanks, Joe!). I say that because in is
homily the Pope used the architectural image of the Cathedral itself to make his theological points! This was right up my theological alley . . . and Benedict's I might add.
Two of those points stand out to me: First, that like a Gothic cathedral the unity of the Church is not based on uniformity but on the creative tension of various interconnected parts. And second, that like the stained glass windows of a cathedral, which look dark and imposing from the outside, but light and beautiful from within, the Church's glory can only be appreciated from within. It was a magnificent homily - do yourself the favor of reading it at the link above.
My favorite moment, however, came at the end of the Mass. After Communion was finished, Cardinal Bertone, the Vatican Secretary of State stood and congratulated the Holy Father on the fourth anniversary of his election to the See of Peter. It was mentioned that, in fact, it was the very hour that the conclave had chosen Josef Ratzinger as the Successor of Peter.
Pope Benedict then gave an impromptu thanks for the thunderous applause he received. He said:
At this moment I can only thank you for your love of the Church and Our Lord, and for the love which you show to the poor Successor of Saint Peter. I will try to do all that is possible to be a worthy successor of the great Apostle, who also was a man with faults and sins, but remained in the end the rock for the Church. And so I too, with all my spiritual poverty, can be for this time, in virtue of the Lord’s grace, the Successor of Peter.
It is also your prayers and your love which give me the certainty that the Lord will help me in this my ministry. I am therefore deeply grateful for your love and for your prayers. My response now for all that you have given to me during this visit is my blessing, which I impart to you at the conclusion of this beautiful Celebration.
That was when I fought back tears. What a profoundly humble and beautiful thing to say. It was completely revelatory of the essence of this man: humility, prayerfulness, obedience to God's will, gentleness and erudition.
As I said at the beginning of this post, there is simply so much to say about the Papal Visit and the fruit that the Church in America should seek to draw from it. I'll say more on this in my post about the Yankee Stadium Mass, but my overall impression of all the major events of these past six days was that of a tremendous pep-rally: The Holy Father confirming us in faith and hope, even in the midst of serious trials, so that, like our ancestors in the faith we can continue to build the Church in this country . . . and so that we can prepare ourselves for that city greater even than New York.